Wednesday, 15 September 2010

The owner of the music box.

the owner of the music box sits in woe. wondering what she should do, wondering where to go, what are her priorities and what needs to come first.

how to get things right and how to prevent them from getting worse.


she sits in the doubts and wonders what if, if its what she really wanted.
to leave her friends and family so quick, she has worries and fears, shes scared and cries tears

but she has to grow up and be the best she can stand on that stage and come up with a plan, get people to see her talent and for who she really is and to show them that no matter what that she is better.then.all.of.this!

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

Blow my mind.

Im lying on the floorboard with the sun on my face,as I hear the birds calling i feel this deep embrace.

from the guy who makes me smile and gets rid of all my fears,

the one who holds my hand and wipes away all my tears,

this time last year i was sitting on my own, thinking about what to do, thinking about where to go.

i used to see you around town with atleast one girl, walking through the shopping centre or up the highstreet,everytime i saw you i would slightly jump to my feet


I know this is just an end of summer fling but flings there not really my thing, im not one for soppy stuff, down to earth relationships yeah thats my sort of stuff but my love, you make me go all warm inside oh oh oh you blow my mind.


I used to pretend to be a princess waiting for my prince but by the time i was thirteen i didn't believe in that shit. and when i was fourteen i had my first boyfriend,he hurt me and then i was alone again. but when i was fifthteen was when i came closest to love, it lasted around about three months and then he was done, he told me i was beautiful and i believed all the lines but mummy always said Essex boys always lie. when i was sixteen i picked a christian boy because i knew he wouldnt hurt me or toy with my mind, instead he was intense and as serious as fuck and then i got confused and he just gave up


it feels like ive known you a stupidly long time, i think about you and how you make me smile, how sweet and geniune you really are, i think i might get hurt but i dont care, because i guess it will all be worth it in the end but my love you make me go all warm inside oh oh oh you really blow my mind.


and when i was seventeen i went to a festival where i met this guy who seemed pretty cool, it took me a while to realise who he was, the guy in the shopping centre who was always with them girls, we spent the weekend together seeing bands and talking and it wasnt long till he came around he asked me out and it started from there, i dont know how its going to end yet nor do i care

but my love oh you make me go warm inside

oh my love oh oh oh you really do blow my mind

yeah you really do blow my mind.