Everyone makes mistakes.
My mum always told me that.
everyone tells everyone that, "everyone makes mistakes"
and its true,everyone does make mistakes, nobodys perfect and quite frankly life would be boring if we all were perfect.
but dont you just hate it, when you know you did the right thing but part of you,despite the reasons and everything for why you did it in the first place, regrets doing the mistake that you now call it, i hate that alot.
so now, im going to vent into a poem =).
she shut her memory box, locked it up and hid it in the loft and made sure it was directly above her bedroom. she sat down stairs and had a cup of tea, she thought of the old time and all the memories.
letting someone go was never easy, especially when you could of been friends, but there were issues, she saw him alot more as just a friend, unlike him, her feelings were not a button which she could turn on and off whenever she pleased, she'd washed her hands and she was done, she told him so.she had to let him go, move on away from all the bollocks,even if it ment being down for a while.
after a few weeks she cheered up, she moved on, she re-decorated her room, she got a hair cut, she went out more and laughed alot too, she tossed him aside in her mind with all the old memories, she never spoke of him, or spoke to him, infact she just allowed herself to float away from him, in the sea of exchanged words.
but despite it all, the goodbyes and good luck's the endless conversations and the cut of from all forms of relationships and such she was always His little drama geek and that part of her was never going to go away,ever.
Haha i hope the whole "after a few weeks" thing happens to me, i need to meet exciting people, do fun things, i need to just get away...
