The Key Holder ♥

It interests me so much as to how easy Music can change our mood.

She sits and watches, it's raining and shes standing in the middle of the road with a broken umbrella, his walked away from her and she has let him go, let his hands slip.

she can try to fool herself and say his hands slipped away simply because it was raining but she knew he slipped away because he just didnt want her anymore, he wanted the other girl. She was always going to come second to that other girl...

Yet five minutes after his departure she's still standing there in the same place, as he walked away five minutes previous she thought of all the things that went through together, all the highs and the lows all the rights and wrongs, she took punches for him, she took hits and she would do it over and over again just to have him fall back into her again, she loved him.

But what good is a heart when it is broken,what good are words if they make no sence and what good is love when not everyone can have it?

Eventually the rain stops, and the sun shines brightly on her face, she takes down the umbrella,she looks at the blue sky and she smiles as she turns her back on the history with the boy who would never find her to be good enough for him and as she walks away she walks forward, into the hands of the Key Holder ♥

Seven Steps Ahead...

Inspirations

To be perfectly honest, in the last year i have mattured,Alot.

I've also experienced some deep moments throughout 2009 and the begining of 2010. this is kinda what gives me inspirations to write poems and stuff, its up to people if they like them or not,im not saying im good, its just a way of letting things out rather then just bottling them up i write about it, i guess thats just how i deal with it =)

I have decided to call this post seven steps ahead

because when you grow up you walk forward.

the first step was leaving my old school to forfill my abitions in becoming an actress.

the second was to stop being so caring about what people think, no matter how much you try to change your always going to be you, so just accept it.

the third was seeing someone and relising its best to let them go.

the fourth ...well i havent got there yet

but im pretty sure in the near future i will

and when i do

it shall be called

Seven steps ahead, completed

=D

Untitled Inner Thoughts

Sit down,tell me its okay.

but i see the way you look at that girl, the one that makes your nose crinkle and your toes curl a little.

Shes beautiful i know,flawless and perfect but does she love you too? i know it hurts to see her flitter around with boys when she should be with you.



I know im not the best looking, nothing special to capture, but i've always cared about you and loved you, just that little bit.

To you my words speak out to you, but you dont even know their actually written about you.





Let me know what you think =D ♥

Introductions

Well first off, my name is Sadie-Rae and i like to write, alot.

i write poems, lyrics,stories anything really even random nonsence that makes no sence what so ever.

im really bad when it comes to explaining myself and i often annoy others, im clumbsey and i talk alot...

im weird

but you'll learn to love me =)

x